As I was brushing my teeth the other day, I realized that there are so many things I don't do anymore now that I'm a mother of a newborn.
Before Emily was born, I used to...
1. Wear makeup everyday. I don't care anymore what I look like. I need the ability to rub my eyes without fear of smearing my eye make up bc I'm tired! I rub my eyes a lot!
2. Shower everyday. It's a good week if I've been able to shower every other day.
3. Wash my face. I'm ashamed to say this, but I rarely wash my face with facial cleanser now. I only wash it when I shower, and as you saw above, I don't get to shower much anymore.
4. Wear regular pants. Hahaha! It's been sweatpants everyday all day.
5. Brush my teeth twice a day. This one has actually evolved! I went from not brushing my teeth (because we were up so many times in the middle of the night and eating), to brushing once a day, and then finally twice a day. I had to really put my foot down about this bc I was getting worried that all my teeth would rot. So no matter how tired I am now, I must brush my teeth.
6. Read books. I really miss reading. But to be honest, with so little time in my day, it's probably more important that I keep up with current events so I'm not completely cut off from the world. But man, I miss reading a good book.
7. Go to the city. I realized the last time I was in the city was my last day of work. That was back in Feb! I haven't set foot outside of queens once yet. It's kind of depressing!
8. Eat at a normal pace. During the day, I eat as quickly as I can because I have no idea when Emily is going to wake up and if she's going to interrupt me. At night, you'd think I could eat at a normal pace bc Sy is home. But no - we have to eat quickly bc the slower I eat, the less time I have to relax before I sleep. I miss leisurely eating so much.
9. Sleep at midnight or beyond. For weeks now, Sy and I started sleeping at 10pm because Emily will wake up around 5am. It's the only way we can get about 6 hours of sleep. We can't even watch SNL like we used to bc it's way past our bedtime. I feel like we're an 80 year old couple.
10. Wear gym clothes for the gym. I now wear gym clothes as my regular clothes bc they're stretchy and comfy. I feel kind of dumb that I'm not working out in them, but hey - what else am I supposed to do? Buy more clothes?? No way - I gotz diapers to buy.
Life with a newborn really changes you. But is it worth it? Come on... have you seen my baby? She's the cutest! Of course she's worth it!
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